Showing posts with label Insomnia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Insomnia. Show all posts

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Where Insomnia is a habit......

This is normalcy...yes, I say that to myself when I am always awake at wee hours of night.. Sometimes I start visualising my future or at times I see flashbacks of my life being proud of some decisions I made while rerouting some. Rarely I come upon a blog to read and which is a first of a kind I am writing one  about it.

Expecting I would write a poetry out of it...I delibrately stare at those skies & stars in the sky. What could I possibly bake into a poem.. Dark Black Skies, Bouncy clouds of cotton or those milky stirred moons. 
Never the less putting up the keys to work & fingers in action.... Starting from this post of mine some time back.

                                           Image Source: google (Photo Credit: Unknown)
                            
  
"I visualize a certain darkness in the room... A certain numbness & then i see a chip of light from a crack which becomes clear & eventually more clear after some time,

Even though i close my eyes, the clarity neither changes, increases nor decreases. It is to stay there like forever & ever.

I move in & out with heavy breathing when the entire galaxy of stars come upon me & its not sleep but a wait,

An unfair observation and those twilight of characters.

and then that fades off eventually, and all I am left with is the space which it occupied

And now I see that chip of light, now making more sense making it vulnerable more physical

Announcing the safety & the comfort of what it is to beckon me with.....