Where's my Problem

125 days!!! I was looking in brief actually staring at this particular number 125. History has it that there is no significance of this particular number but as I would know it’s been 125 days since I last published any thought or any random topic which would have its inception ever since I want to write about it. 125 days where I would give some lame excuse to myself but today I've decided to be true to me, my inner self.

So enough with those little stats above there and Yes I am here back to my BlogSpot. Life has not been that good for the past 3 weeks now. The air is open and a Vacuum is created in the airspace over here which is slowly eating up everybody right now. These are hard times where you really ask questions that do God’s really exist or are they some mythical characters like The Superman. I went through some series of motions in between these 125 days which I would like to share on the blog as I consider this as my first blog.

Writing the story “The Journey” which by the way is finished and to handful some who still want to read a not so happy ending story I shall be pleased to mail you after a couple of weeks though as I still believe that being the creator of the story I can always change it as per my convenience. Anyways I built this character Chander in the story that always used to create problems to keep his life occupied. And this has really been my problem right now thinking that do all persons or at least the maximum of earthlings live in a world which is full of problems? Let’s go for a deeper roll now!!!

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Sometimes I feel that deep within us is always a human who hates us for what we are. It hates us of what we’ve made of ourselves in this perpetual search of victory and success. In this time it is really difficult to live in a world devoid of problems.  In a near future if at all there is a world without any problems then at that particular time I would consider that to be my biggest problem. We create problems only to solve it at a later stage and those the cycle of life goes on! Waking up having breakfast create a problem solve it and then have dinner and sleep only to wake up again. This has become the life cycle of almost everybody (I assume I can generalize at this stage). So what is the solution to this problem of problems? It’s Simple, Death. No Man =No Problem.

At times I wonder how I land up in such silly stupid thoughts and yet I decide to write them. But it gives me ease within myself. A power to actually remind me that no matter what the solution I might come up to the li’l problems they are only the gateways to newer problems. To be frank I am not happy. And making these statements and thinking might make me realize is it my common problem or a general problem. How do I tackle it? Where can I get motivation to move ahead of time and create a general space where I can be happy and satisfied? But then the questions which might look simple require complex answers and deep after years I should be confidently able to read this blog again and rethink was I correct? and until then I shall live with whatever and wherever Life is taking me or asking me to do & I shall keep asking myself…”Where’s my problem???”   

Life is not a "BED" of roses

At times it is said "Life is not a bed of roses".  When i used to read it in my childhood i would never have understood its true meaning. Life as a teen is much simple. requires no understanding of this world what so ever. The life was full of simple innocence. but as i grew i tried fully to understand the place, the people and to very much life also. Life has very surprised me at each stage. The more i learn the more complicated it seems to me.

The evil has succumbed the earth at a much larger scale. Unrest pains & sorry have became a shadow of life. There ain't any household where the great destroyers like death and disease have not touched and casting a dark spell of sorrow. Life has its way of teaching lessons and i feel that the bitter truth of life is fully understood/learnt when we feel bad or when sorrow has struck. That's the God's mean to say that "Life is never full of roses"

There is also a thing or two about the personal satisfaction. A child cries to be a man, The man cries for the lost innocence of childhood, The poor man always rubs his poverty to which he is bound, and the rich lives under the fear of poverty. All this in search of happiness. Happiness by the fact can only be achieved when there aint any grunt or ego in ourselves. But with such realism where no satisfaction could be filled, all we can do is just work our way throughout and be ready for all the surprises be it good/bad and face it. So the life also has a way to teach us that it never full of roses. 

I write this article with many curiosity in mind. Not that i have not understood what life is, but with such complexity i would never be understand about life. A curious mind could never be stopped.

 Mind i feel is just like a running motor. It continues to gather and give us output with the alternating currents, but the advantage of motor is that it could be stopped anytime whereas mind could not. It continues processing every time. 

Until the next time where i can write more, some questions need to be raised and definite reasons need to be answered. Until then CHEERS to life!!!!!!!!!!