125 days!!! I was looking in brief actually staring at this
particular number 125. History has it that there is no significance of this
particular number but as I would know it’s been 125 days since I last published
any thought or any random topic which would have its inception ever since I
want to write about it. 125 days where I would give some lame excuse to myself
but today I've decided to be true to me, my inner self.
So enough with those little stats above there and Yes I am
here back to my BlogSpot. Life has not been that good for the past 3 weeks now.
The air is open and a Vacuum is created in the airspace over here which is
slowly eating up everybody right now. These are hard times where you really ask
questions that do God’s really exist or are they some mythical characters like The
Superman. I went through some series of motions in between these 125 days which
I would like to share on the blog as I consider this as my first blog.
Writing the story “The Journey” which by the way is finished
and to handful some who still want to read a not so happy ending story I shall
be pleased to mail you after a couple of weeks though as I still believe that
being the creator of the story I can always change it as per my convenience.
Anyways I built this character Chander in the story that always used to create
problems to keep his life occupied. And this has really been my problem right
now thinking that do all persons or at least the maximum of earthlings live in
a world which is full of problems? Let’s go for a deeper roll now!!!
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Sometimes I feel that deep within us is always a human who
hates us for what we are. It hates us of what we’ve made of ourselves in this
perpetual search of victory and success. In this time it is really difficult to
live in a world devoid of problems. In a
near future if at all there is a world without any problems then at that
particular time I would consider that to be my biggest problem. We create
problems only to solve it at a later stage and those the cycle of life goes on!
Waking up having breakfast create a problem solve it and then have dinner and
sleep only to wake up again. This has become the life cycle of almost everybody
(I assume I can generalize at this stage). So what is the solution to this
problem of problems? It’s Simple, Death. No Man =No Problem.
At times I wonder how I land up in such silly stupid
thoughts and yet I decide to write them. But it gives me ease within myself. A
power to actually remind me that no matter what the solution I might come up to
the li’l problems they are only the gateways to newer problems. To be frank I
am not happy. And making these statements and thinking might make me realize is
it my common problem or a general problem. How do I tackle it? Where can I get
motivation to move ahead of time and create a general space where I can be
happy and satisfied? But then the questions which might look simple require complex
answers and deep after years I should be confidently able to read this blog
again and rethink was I correct? and until then I shall live with whatever and
wherever Life is taking me or asking me to do & I shall keep asking myself…”Where’s
my problem???”